Geoff is my Guardian Angel and my Dear Geoff blog is like taking a sneaky peak into my diary and all I ask him for.  I hope by reading these blogs you will know how your Angel can help you. X

Dear Geoff

I feel so fortunate to have you in my life.  I know you have always been there but it took me quite some years to work it out, that you can’t help me unless I ask.

So for years you must have been so frustrated, sat watching my life unfold, knowing you could help, but unable to because I simply did not ask.

It is a funny thing to as often I will ask for help, but forgive me for saying this, but it seems you don’t answer.

Now I know you can’t be busy, as you work taking care of me and me only.  I know you don’t go on holiday, as that would be ridiculous, Angels don’t have holidays or even days off.

But I have come to realise I get wrapped up in life, in my own problems and feel you are not answering.

I ask for help with a situation, I sometimes even tell you how I want it fixed.  You can see it all clearly because you are not in the middle of it, you can see the best solution. This might not be what I can see.

So the answer I am expecting sometimes does not turn up.  Because I am so involved, maybe even having fears as well which is consuming me, so I can’t see the help you have sent.

I am focusing so much on the problem, making it worse, instead of focusing on a positive outcome and letting you and universe sort out the how that can happen.  I ask for help but want to control it.

I am rushing around, not noticing the signs you are giving me.  I am used to the feathers, but I am now in the middle of big what seems “crisis” and we want a big sign!  But a sign is a sign, be a feather or an appropriation.  No difference to you.

My time and busy mind is taken up with the issues in hand, so no time to be still, meditate and connect.

Yet I accuse you of not answering.

How foolish do I feel Geoff, I have done this so many times.  You however are consistent, dependable and always there.  Never getting mad with me because I doubted you, never getting mad with me because I missed your signs and never getting mad with me because I shouted at you.

Not once when I have stepped back and really looked at the situation can I say you didn’t answer, it was simply I didn’t understand or take the time to connect.

I understand you are always with me and give you big love and thanks for that.

I am sorry when I doubt you, I understand the more I meditate the better my connections I will get.

With love and thanks as always

A x